Bruno Mars!
2014.03.22 6:03 pm


time machine
2013.09.18 6:22 am

The event of today took me back to my two previous companies. I got an expected letter from the company, giving me an extra allowance for something that I was originally hired for - my Spanish skills. Why they only gave it to me now? Ugh, who knows? Well first, it took me back to the letter I got from PS after working there for barely 2 weeks. They had a spanish position open and they sorta "promoted" me from a normal CSR to a spanish-speaking one. Why there? Well, the amount of the allowance is exactly the same. Yes, that was 9 years ago. Yes, you heard me, the same amount. I asked why I was getting it, then my boss started explaining how they felt the need to adjust my pay to get into the range of the team. A calibration of some sort. That sent me back to Emerson, when they did a job grade leveling and I got a huge increase. Probably that was the biggest basic pay increase that I've had. Ever. I was so happy... until I realized that I've been working as a team lead for almost 4 years at the time, and the whole time I've been paid waaay lower that what the other leads get. Yes, I fear that's the truth to it. And that's also what happened today. Not that I'm an ungrateful bitch but I'm kinda disappointed. More at myself for not knowing just how much I'm worth. Well... a least I got to travel a lot. ^_^

Before sunrise
2012.08.21 6:48 am

Daydream delusion
Limousine eyeleash
Oh baby with your pretty face
Drop a tear in my wine glass
Look at those big eyes
See what you mean to me
Sweet cakes and milkshakes
I'm delusion angel
I'm fantasy parade
I want you to know what i think
Don't want you to guess anymore
You have no idea where i came from?
You have no idea where we're going?
Lodged in life, like branches in the river
Floating downstream
Caught in the current
I'll carry you, you'll carry me
That's how it could be
Don't you know me
Don't you know me by now

2010.05.27 3:09 am

i'm a mess

how did i get here
how did it all happen

i was just a plain girl
with plain dreams
who wanted a nice plain life

here i am thinking
which wrong turn i took
that got me here

and how much i'd give
to have it all back

my plain dreams
and my plain life

so much to do, so little taym
2010.02.26 2:09 am

oh hi. maybe i should start blogging again?

okay then i should talk about my work (errr) - after the "fruitful" visit of our POC last week, i now find myself swamped with work. tons of tasks. trainings lined up for me attend, training modules for me to design and training sessions for me to organize. geez. i just love trainings. :P

then i have this "side" project called document-everything-about-your-job-so-if-you-get-hit-by-a-car-aka-if-i-fire-you-it's-okay, which they estimate would take about 2 years to complete. funny that i'll have to work with some of the people from the core group who don't seem to know what they are doing.

all these on top of my normal support and tl duties. then i think they expect me to do some coaching. oh i forgot i still have to attend to our PA thingy. now that's important. maybe i should be doing that first?

or maybe i should just quit blogging again? :P

to the past and back
2009.11.05 1:43 am

Hi hello there, it's been a while.

Lately I find myself feeling a little nostalgic. It's been brought about by adding random old friends in facebook, remembering a little something about them, reliving that memory for a while, smiling, thinking, imagining how it was like before.

damn, i can't even finish this one.


ticket for 2?
2009.02.25 2:57 pm

I'm so excited. ^_^

Happy Birthday Ycel!

2008.08.29 9:02 pm

thanks bebe! ^_^

2008.05.11 5:39 am

My ex-boyfriend, Jason, is back in Manila. He's THE ex-boyfriend. The first ever serious relationship that I got into. We haven't seen each other for years and I'm a bit curious to know what has become of him. Two years ago we saw each other during my stay in Madrid but we never really had the chance to talk.

It felt weird, talking to him again. Surprisingly, he hasn't changed a lot. He's still the same person that he was seven years ago - he talks the same, walks the same, smiles the same. It's quite amusing, aside from the fact that he still feels the same way about me. And when he said it, I just said "I know" and looked away.

Where he hasn't changed, I have. I feel all different now, and I'm saying this not just because my boyfriend would soon have his eyes all over this entry, but because it's true. The whole time that we were talking, he would always take one step closer towards me, and I would always take a step back. I was hoping that the moment I turned my back on him, he would realize how much things have changed and that we could no longer be.

I have to admit, no eyes could ever look at me with as much affection as his eyes do. But as much as I love the feeling of being the most special person in the world when I look into those eyes, this time, I will have to pass.

2008.04.25 5:36 am

No posts lately, uhm, mainly because:

1. I'm busy with work
2. I'm busy playing RO <read:HunterLevel97goingOn98Yebah>
3. Nobody reads this blog anymore, except for Germs and Ycel.. and maybe some occassional visitors.
4. My life is boring and there's nothing to write about. <the Cagayan Camiguin was really worth writing about, but.. errr>
5. I'm just too lazy. Sheesh.

So maybe I should just come up with something short and nice, just for update's sake. Oh yeah, like this! *wink wink*

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